45 Things I’ve Learned In My 45 Years

I turned 45 today. Feels weird writing that. I actually like getting older, though; I am a far more contented person now than even five years ago. Through a lovely turn of events I was offered the opportunity to housesit for a friend in Montréal this week which feels like an amazing way to mark the transition from the first half of my life to the next. Or at least that is how I think of it… the midway mark. Neither of my parents made it even close to 90 but I guess I’m planning for it.

Leading up to my 40th birthday I composed a “40-in-40” list; basically a list of 40 things I wanted to experience or accomplish in my 40th year. Have you ever done something similar?

This morning it occurred to me to mark my birthday by writing a list of 45 lessons or truths about myself I have uncovered in the past 45 years. Perhaps you will relate to some of these and I’d love for you to share some of your own hard-fought nuggets of truth in the comments. Off we go…

  1. I am a kinder and far happier human being when well-rested. Sleep is important.
  2. Say sorry when I mess up. I need to own my own ‘crap’.
  3. Conflict can be healthy for relationships. A fight does not mean divorce.
  4. Joy and pain can coexist.
  5. Life is not always black & white and that is ok.
  6. I don’t have to see the full picture before taking that next step.
  7. I don’t believe I would be alive today if not for a belief in God’s compassionate, gentle love for me.
  8. My body is beautiful. As is.
  9. Life does not have to be perfect to be beautiful; same goes for people.
  10. I have a thing for brown babies. Fuzzy-haired brown babies get me every time.
  11. Joy is a choice.
  12. Travel brings me joy – new languages, cultures, foods, experiences.
  13. I am possibly one of the chattiest introverts you will meet & love to chat with strangers.
  14. Solitude & calm & ample time to think are as essential to my well-being as dark chocolate.
  15. Marriage is hard work but worth it.
  16. Learning vulnerability is essential & painful & scary & beautiful. All at the same time.
  17. Mostly don’t judge a person by his cover. Except also listen to your gut.
  18. Fear of rejection & judgement are my kryptonite. I’m still working on this.
  19. My weaknesses are the flip-side of my greatest strengths.
  20. Perfectionism is an ugly, nasty slave-driver.
  21. We don’t have to agree to be kind or even to be friends.
  22. Everyone needs a four year old in their life.
  23. Self-awareness helps grow confidence.
  24. My kids are not mini-me’s and can teach me loads about life if I allow them to.
  25. There is incredible artistry in diversity.
  26. Compassion for other begins with compassion for self.
  27. Laughter really is one of life’s best medicines. I need more medicine.
  28. There is no one perfect way to eat or care for oneself and being open to change is healthy.
  29. Nourishing myself well is an act of self-care. Plus food is delicious.
  30. Words have power to heal and change lives.
  31. My body speaks to me all the time; it is important to get good at listening.
  32. Done is better than perfect.
  33. I don’t really care for music but NEED words in my life.
  34. I can face my fears and not drown in them.
  35. Sisters are important. If you don’t have any biological ones (I do!) you can adopt some.
  36. It is healthiest for me to ignore the mess in my kids’ rooms & simply shut the door.
  37. I want to spend time with people who are kind, smart, authentic and interested in discussing ideas.
  38. I fail sometimes but I am not a failure.
  39. Sex gets better, if less frequent, with age;)
  40. I desire a small, slow, simple life. What that looks like is up for interpretation I suppose.
  41. I hate being told what to do but function best with many self-imposed rules or limits.
  42. I am not a gardener, don’t want to be, and love supporting local farmers.
  43. I am a person of faith who wrestles hard, questions, and yet feels anchored in love.
  44. My primary love language is quality time. I crave connection. But then also time apart.
  45. I am a teacher.

This post may be a little self-indulgent but, again, I welcome your input in the comments. Here’s to another 45 years of purpose, health & JOY.

Krista xo

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10 comments on “45 Things I’ve Learned In My 45 Years

  1. I have never encountered another person who is so absolutely similar to me in so many ways. I have been reading your blog for a few months now, and every time it is as if I am settling down to read my own thoughts (although you put them far more articulately that I could ever hope to). I am 44 this year, so I thought it was fitting that I agreed completely with 44 of your nuggets. (I just can’t quite accept #36; I really need my kids to clean their rooms!)

  2. Great idea/exercise to write this list down – but of course, #33 helps explain that 🙂 I concur with so many of your points and look forward to reading the wisdom you’ve acquired at 65…

  3. Awesome idea!! Love it 🙂
    Funny how we can reflect on different things in our lives as we age. Things I have figured out about myself now, I would have never thought of or been aware of when I was 30 or ….heck even 40!!! I think we can chalk it up to life “experience ” …. Or inexperience.
    Life truly is a journey .

  4. Thank you for sharing your inner self so freely. I found reading your list to be an act of introspection for me as I compared my own life with yours. I’m 11 years younger than you are, so I appreciate a peek into the future. 🙂 It is refreshing to encounter someone else who doesn’t fear aging or see it as negative. I’ve always been glad to get older because it means I’m wiser (hopefully) than I used to be.

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